me, age two
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Tuesday, February 16, 2010

winter

Jake is potty trained.
Jake is 3.
AJ's in another season of travel baseball.
Emily is at FSU.
I am nowhere basically.
appreciating my friends, noticing which ones have pulled away from me and which ones have pulled me close. might not have predicted it correctly but it's interesting to note.
seasons change.
he's still not here.
I'm raising another child on my own. never thought that would be the case.
dieting now. I went from horrifically thin to tubby. saw Tovah's wonderful success on Jenny Craig and instantly joined her. it's not bad.
I hate HAVING to diet though. I resent it.
but nothing ventured, nothing gained. (or lost. ha ha ha)
I will feel better when I am again thin.

4 comments:

  1. Amy, I only just found your blog as a result of your post on FB, and I want to express how I feel for you and wish there were words to assist you in this difficult time. Your blog is lovely, and it helps to get thoughts and feelings out, it helps me, too. i have two blogs.... one on tumblr and one on Wordpress; it is great medicine for the soul.
    It would be lovely to get together for a pizza and a chat... I'd love to see Jake, too. And, I am a great listener, you know....
    big hugs,
    Andrea

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  2. Dear Amy, I just saw that you shared your blog on CB. Being a fellow blogger, I could not resist a peek. Being fairly new to the Toddler BB, I had no idea. I am in tears reading your posts while looking at your lovely picture. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. The pain and sadness you endure daily is heartbreaking. I wish there was something I could say to make something, anything better. Thank you for sharing. I realize you do not know me very well if at all...feeling a little intrusive, but thinking of you and your family...Hugs...Lori

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  3. Wow Amy - you are a great writer. Glad to be reading your blog!
    Hugs Friend!

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  4. I just hope you know in those moments that are hard....that you too (YES, YOU AMY LONDON) have also put your stamp in people's hearts. Mine being one of them!

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