"God done forgot about me"..The Color Purple

heard that quote in the play last night and immediately started to cry. I have felt that way so often. So instead I just try to affect change.
time goes by. missing him doesn't.
Jake is growing into such an amazing little person. He gets me.
Emily is becoming a beautiful young woman who is my dearest friend and also calls me on my shit.
AJ is my buddy forever and ever.
Nathan cuddles with me. I suppose all that should be enough. it isn't.