those eyes

yesterday I came upon a picture so randomly. happened to pick up a book I didn't recognize on my shelf. in it were all sorts of photos from the Milken archives, including one of Bruce that literally knocked me off my plate. It was a rehearsal photo and it was so alive. I miss that expression on his face. I miss him so much lately. Is this really possible that I will never see those eyes again? How in the world did my life end up like this?

bomb scare

what a world. can't we leave the jews alone already? drove up to pick up Jake from preschool today and the temple was surrounded by cops. bomb threat. unbelievable. I get numbed to all the hating in the world and then it rears up and smacks me in the face. It is disgusting. What kind of coward wants to terrify a preschool? of any faith?